Passive aggressive?...yes that's me...comes from my insistence on bottling my emotions...putting on a facade to hide the hurt, the disappointment, the pain...but every now and then the bottle of emotions gets full...and they want to be heard...and I tend to withdraw from everyone around me so I can regain my composure...the last week or so has been just that...me trying to regain my composure...the fact of the matter is this...I'm tired of getting the short end of the stick in life...tired of standing in the shadow...tired of getting the "thin envelope"...god dammit...why always the "thin envelope"???...and who's getting all the "thick envelopes"???..frrrrrrrig...

There's my rant for the year...we now return you to your regular program...